• [Interests] writing snapshots in time through each of my senses (e.g., “Could I ever give up sound? I can hear the purr of construction, the hum of the highway near me, the rhythmic groan of a rooftop vent, the beeps of heavy machinery. Try as I might, I don’t hear much else. Now and then, the sound of my sniffled from my left runny nostril”); gratitude for self; livelihood and health; sanctity of the wall; rediscovering expression through fashion

    [Disinterests] entertaining with no gain; guilt from procrastination

    [Recent inquiries] lulls of over and underspending; one foot in one foot out of corporate america, but it’s really ears/ eyes / fingers everywhere; sloth and glutton without balance

  • [Interests] skiing skiing SKIING!; PTO; corndog burger; silly ‘off-road’ tricks, catching air, the half-pipe; making new friends; Grant is a big baby; gratitude for the support/love from my old friends through my hardship; minimizing my erroneous trials; love my mom

    [Disinterests] my busyness-induced clumsiness; babysitting; my creative lull

    [Recent inquiries] chama-chama-chameleoniggy (sung); shedding certain relationships

  • [Interests] joy of nature; 7th wheeling; the liquor store cashier who shares my birthday; Freudian analysis of my sexual behavior; Triscuits; not letting thoughts of public perception consume my head; therapy and personal progress :)

    [Disinterests] corporate politics; neurotic detail-orientation; dry fucking North

    [Recent inquiries] finding balance; reconciling incumbent social systems and definitions of capital at this company; setting boundaries

  • [Interests] habit formation produced by surroundings; that one friend; maybe monogamy; fresh flowers for my mom; a little wooden mouse sitting atop Cat’s Cradle on my coffee table; systematizing my pursuits

    [Disinterests] form > function; living to work

    [Recent inquiries] budgeting; where can I play with cats for the love of god

  • [Interests] settling into my new abode; cooking something new weekly; Erik Satie, Frederic Chopin, Johannes Brahms, Claude Debussy; becoming one with the air; questioning the validity of pop-psychology; loose leaf tea

    [Disinterests] None, I am wholly content.

    [Recent inquiries] what do I value in others?; to achieve goals… one must set them and not just imagine? (ironic, of course); navigating my relationship with parents

  • [Interests] warm pho after a long day of travel; Kimia; apparently German history; brutalism; Schubert’s Standchen, S. 560; absurdism, again; Berghain; living in Berlin

    [Disinterests] the snooty french

    [Recent inquiries] my masculinity; why does the ‘grotesque’ interest me so much? why does it interest people?

  • [Interests] humans’ relationship with God throughout time (Louis XIV must have felt above); seafood; boat garages; Monaco economy; leather goods; my mom’s relationship with money; Asian fetishism in Italy

    [Disinterests] Asian fetishism in Italy

    [Recent inquiries] patience; definitions of success

  • [Interests] biking; documenting my family through various mediums (audio, drawings, writing, food); Portola in SF; understanding negative emotions; red 1950 Ferrari 166 MM Barchetta

    [Disinterests] escapism

    [Recent inquiries] the ego (*Ego)

  • [Interests] dancing in the forest; espresso; dressing in monotone blacks and blues; On Hold - Jamie xx remix; furniture design

    [Disinterests] the news; excessive convenience via material means; having an implied curfew at 22

    [Recent inquiries] defining a value system; can I stomach more cheese than I thought?; vulnerability in the public eye and less public eye; sexuality; have I become unapproachable?

  • [Interests] absurdism; homunculus; subtle sacrilegious symbolism; manipulated androgynous anatomies; people watching; house music; nattō; dichotomies

    [Disinterests] vanity; blue cheese; extreme privacy

    [Recent inquiries] 'are you (You) happy?;’ my new sweet tooth; the purpose of documentation; reconciling shame; exhibitionism and voyeurism in sex and society; vibrant colors

  • [Interests] grabbing the world by its balls; cooking; engagement with creative people/communities; pushing my body to its limits (don’t do it); freedom; shenanigans; immediate gratification highs

    [Disinterests] skin lesions; purpose; blistering cold

    [Recent inquiries] what are the different reasons that certain people are drawn to me?; relationships as transactions; what’s next?

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